Whether you’re reading: “How Did We Become Angry? Biblical Recovery for Women Suffering from Trauma & Abuse” or my sweet Christian romances with a Messianic twist, you’ll discover that I always write about choices. So, I’ve posted this song and hope you’ll listen while you read a little something I wrote many years ago, which exemplifies the plight of those who’ve, for whatever reason, been made to feel ‘less than’. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zRZHKNHoRfc
The ‘Committee in Your Head’ can tear you apart, or you can find out how to silence them from telling you, “What are you doing here? You know you don’t belong? You’ll never fit in! So go back home before it all begins again!"
Want to know why I know that? It’s because I was where you are now and didn’t know how to get out. So, when I was invited to someone’s house for a 7pm meeting, I went because my husband wanted me too. I didn’t expect anything new. You see, I’d tried, at my husband’s insistence, too visit with the neighborhood moms who sat outside on summer nights sipping an iced tea. When I said something, they would stare at me. Then they’d turn to each other and continue where they’d left off as if I didn’t count. I felt invisible, like I didn’t exist. And speaking in hushed undertones, I was certain that I was being disked. Unliked, friendless, except for those who were all to eager to stop by and add to the voices in my head that hated me, I felt 'less than'.
Then I go home, and my sweetie-pie would tell me that what I was hearing wasn’t true…God I loved that man cause he made me feel sane.
Today, I love Messiah more because God showed me what was true, and in the process I discovered that I only go where I’m affirmed, which is exactly what my husband knew all along.
Want to know what I learned? I’ve shared a portion of my journey in my first LAMB Ministries book titled: “How Did We Become Angry? Biblical Recovery for Women Suffering from Trauma & Abuse” To find it visit: http://amzn.to/1gljnYV
About, author Paula Rose Michelson
In 1988, after studying to become a Chemical Dependency – Lifestyle Disorder Councilor, and interning in a dually diagnosed psychiatric unit, Paula Rose Michelson gave her life to Messiah. With the leading of the Ruach HaKodish (Holy Spirit), she founded LAMB Ministries which teaches women how to recover from trauma by using Scripture and prayer to purge out the dross of their lives. Just released is the first of my seven Lamb Ministries 7x7: Biblical Recovery for Women Suffering from Trauma & Abuse, books on Kindle titled, “How Did We Become Angry?” I mentor women, speak on this ministry, my writing and many other topics
She is known as an author of sweet Christian romance with a Messianic twist and a hint of history. Her latest book, “Beginning Anew: The Naomi Chronicles, Book One” is a continuation of Naomi’s faith journey which readers began by when they started, Books 1 & 2 of the “Casa de Naomi: The House of Blessing" Saga.
As a Messianic Jew, the wife of Chosen People Ministries Field Missionary, and Lutheran Pastor, Ron Michelson, and one who writes to full the Great Commission, Paula has seen God change lives when people believe in and call upon Him. A mother of two married daughters, she is a grandmother of seven.
To find or order the authors other books visit: http://amzn.to/1d2BOl2