It seemed that I would never be able to get out of bed again. If I had enough
energy I would, on occasion, stumble from my bedroom to the den and turn on the
TV. That took all then energy I had. So it was either watch the TV or take a
shower. In my book, it doesn’t get more basic that that unless you’re talking
about food – and food was one level below me and I couldn’t walk down the
steps. On one rare occasion when I tried, I discovered that even if I could get
down, I couldn’t get up the stairs again.
Many days I lay in my bed and looked
around my room, which seemed to grow smaller that longer I stayed there. But
that wasn’t as bad as it could get if my eyes caught sight of the thirteen
Christmas baskets I had been preparing as a surprise before I got sick. It
seemed to me that they stood there daring me to finish them. Since I knew that
was impossible, I tried to look the other way and pretend they weren’t there.
However, the day my friend Terrie
entered my room my pretending changed. She knew I was to weak to speak and told
me to say nothing cause she hadn’t come to visit but planned to clean my house.
I was mortified that as sick as she was she was able to do what I could not.
But I was more upset when she saw the baskets and asked, “What are these doing
here?”
I closed my eyes, pretended I was
asleep, and heard her leave to tidy the rest of our home.
Two hours later, she peeked in. “I sure
wish I knew what you wanted to do with all those bananas,” she said.
“Are they rotten?” I rasped.
“I
knew you would say something before I left!”
Aware
that I had uttered my first words in over a week, I smiled.
Terrie
smiled back. “Were you planning on baking?”
“I
planned to make banana bread, and place the loaves, a devotional, and a candle
in the baskets,” I whispered. I pointed towards two boxes next to my bedside
table that held my purchases.
Terrie
walked to the boxes, opened the lips, looked everything over, and nodded
towards the thirteen baskets I'd lined with cheery Christmas fabric, and
filled with a few gifts. “Looks like we have a project to complete!” she
exclaimed. She hurried downstairs and I could hear her keys jangle as she
prepared to leave. “Don’t worry about a thing! I’ll bake the banana bread then
we will load everything into the car and I’ll drop them off for you. By the
way, who are they for?”
I
was crying so hard, I could not answer. She must have thought something was
wrong because she hurried to the loft. When she found me wiping away my tears,
she sat on my bed, and waited for me to respond. I sniffled back my tears and
blew my noise. “I planned to drop them off at the homes of the people who work
behind the scenes at the church, the card was to read, “'A Christmas Blessing
from Jesus',” nothing more.”
A
look of pure joy came over Terrie’s face. “It’s alright. I’ll find a way to take you with me when I drop them off so you can make sure
there taken to the right homes.”
“Terrie,
you are a treasure!”
“Yep…You
and me both!”
“No,”
I said. I relaxed into my pillows glad that God had given me the strength to
share, and happy that Terrie wanted to help. “I am just fulfilling Gods call.”
“Me
too,” she said. She stood and held up the rotten bananas.
“Hand
me my purse and I'll give you some money to buy whatever you need.”
“I
don’t need your money!” she insisted. Before I knew what was happening she
stormed out of my room mumbling to herself, clearly upset by my offer. Even
though she had left in a huff, I knew Terrie would help me complete what I had
begun because she was someone who seldom let her moods affect her commitments.
When
my husband came home he found me elated, because I'd realized that Terrie was
the thirteenth recipient. I had told him that I bought the thirteenth basket
not knowing who was to receive it. Ron understood my concern when I shared
Terrie’s kind offer to cover the cost of the baking, for our friend was an
unemployed senior who had a myriad of health issues. She lived on unemployment,
and invited others needier than her to live in her home rent free, she
continued to tithe to the church, and was always available to help.
However,
it was later that night when I discovered that since Ron's mother was much like
Terrie, he was comfortable with her offer. “Since Terrie’s a great cook, I hope
I get a big loaf of banana bread,” he said.
I
shot up, adjetated.
“What’s
the matter Paula? Are you feeling worse?”
I
opened my mouth, but could not answer. I was so upset that it took Ron a quarter
of an hour to calm me down enough for me to explain, “Terrie weights about
ninety five pounds, she's under five feet. I weigh one thirty five and am five
feet five. You have trouble helping me downstairs. How is she going to get me
into her car?”
“She
can’t. With her bad leg, the difference in your sizes and as weak as you are
you’d better tell her you can’t go.”
“How
can I do that? She’ll know I’m lying.”
“No
she won’t,” Ron said. He fell asleep.
Now
that I realized the folly of our plan, I was unable to sleep. As much as I
wanted to do what my husband suggested, I knew I couldn't get away with
telling a fib. Besides, I thought what a horrible way to say thank you to a friend who offered to help me fulfill Gods
Christmas Blessing for others!
I tossed, turned, and I must have
disturbed Ron. “Call me when she arrives. I’ll come home and help you get
settled in her car,” he said.
“Thank
you.” I smiled as I drifted off to sleep.
When
I woke, the house was empty and the sun was up. I struggled more than I usually
did to get through my morning routine, which consisted of showering, brushing
my teeth, and getting dressed. Although Ron had left an apple and some string
cheese on my bedside table, I was too weak to eat. I knew I'd never
make it downstairs even if Ron where there to help.
However,
I never got a chance to call Ron, for Terrie insisted that we could manage and
we did. Somehow, she filled all the baskets, loaded them into her trunk, got me
downstairs and settled in the back seat, and wrapped me in warm blankets. Then
off we went leaving Baskets of Christmas
Blessings in our wake just as God had told me to do. Every home we stopped
at received theirs, complete with prayer, and Terrie made sure I saw it all
from the backseat of her old green jalopy.
At
the end, there was only one basket left. Terrie looked at the basket, which was
unlike the others. “My goodness,” she said. “I don’t remember there being a
basket with an additional gift in it when I was at your place yesterday.”
“Oh,
you must have picked that one up by mistake.”
“I
don’t think so.” She counted the number of homes where baskets
had been delivered.”
“Don’t
worry,” I said. “Ron will deliver this one for me.”
“I
sure hope you know who it’s for,” she said. She got behind the wheel. “After
all it’s not everyday that some lucky lady is given the gift of everything you
gave the others, and Shalimar perfume!”
“Oh,
do you like that fragrance?” I asked.
“It’s
my favorite."
I am glad to hear that, I thought aware
that Ron had placed the perfume I'd bought to gift someone with in Terrie’s Basket of Christmas Blessing.
Long
after Terrie had gone to bed, Ron delivered our friends Basket of Blessing as I watched and thought what a sweet blessing it is, to give a blessing to one who blesses.
This is such a beautiful memory of yours, Paula. You're a fantastic writer.
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